Thursday, November 30, 2023

November → December

November, you flew right by, but you were beautiful.

 

I said most of what I could say today, in yesterday's entry.
Long story short, I'm excited to see what the last month of 2023 has to bring.

xo | cmd
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Wednesday, November 29, 2023

39. LFG

Today I celebrate the final birthday of my 30's. 
Once upon a time, the prospect of doing this would've made me groan; the oldness of it all worthy of eye rolls and bad jokes about AARP cards. 

And YET, here I am, 39 years old today and realizing with certainty that there is no other time stamp on the map of my life thus far that I would rather find my two lungs breathing through, than this one right here, right now. It is a true cliché to say this past year has changed me, but damnit it has, and not only will I not avoid saying it, instead I'm staking claim to it and celebrating it for where it's brought me now. 

In less than the 11 months of 2023, I've rediscovered what my own persistence can do. I let go of stale ideas and relationships that I'd only kept because they were familiar, and by proxy from doing so, have been met both again and for the first time with the new things that can only exist when we just breathe through the fear of the unknown and trust ourselves. 

The collection of people I call my community are the apex definition of safe. They have met me where I am, accept me for who I am, and encourage me to celebrate what I am and what I have. They challenge me to love the parts of me that I don't think are that great, and have paved the better half of this year with core memories that I hope to never lose. 

Today is my birthday, but I was met early by a weekend in the Red with a handful of my favorite people: climbing, music, a cabin, friends, and even Auggie in tow. Other than missing Syd, it was hands down the best birthday I've had to date, and I owe the universe for the beautiful direction it's taking me. 

I am learning still to slow down, and to embrace what's next when it finds me, rather than chase it. I have absolutely no idea what this next year is going to look like, but I've decided I'm ready to feel the joy and the sad, the victories and the disappointments, and everything in between that come inevitably with life. I'm ready to love this body that has carried me so far and served me so well, and keep the cup full to pour into the people around me. 

Thank You, November, for claiming me as one of yours. 39. LFG. 

xo | cmd

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Monday, November 6, 2023

Chica Bonita | Hello, November

This past weekend provided supreme conditions for sends in the Red. We took advantage of the gorgeous temps and made our way south to the beloved RRG, with rocks in mind. Though an unfortunate lack of footage from day one at Sunnyside & Bowling Alley, Marcus and I joined forces with Tommy (featuring Dakota) and eventually Kate on day 2, for collaborative sends at Chica Bonita. If there's one thing in this world that feeds the well of my soul, it's quality time with the right people, in a natural paradise How thankful I am for the beautiful souls who shared space with me the past couple of days.  

'Tis the season for sport climbing sends. Cheers to the Red, cheers to these people, and cheers to many more core memories in motion. 

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  • 39. LFG
    Today I celebrate the final birthday of my 30's.  Once upon a time, the prospect of doing this would've made me groan; the oldness  ...
  • November → December
    November, you flew right by, but you were beautiful.   November 2023 November 2023 ...